Life.
Well.
I don't know why,
why I'm drowning in this sea of life.
With all these problems,
they just wander around,
and swim like fishes.
Seems like I got forced,
to serve the human being.
With all this burden,
I am starting to ask myself.
"Can I really handle these?"
Seems like they want me,
they want me to rule them.
And I just outscreamed to myself.
That I'm not that one that you were looking for.
I am just an ordinary boy.
With all these fragile heart and head.
DO I REALLY LOOK LIKE A LEADER FOR YOU?
The things inside me, actually,
I'm just a nerd.
I'm just a shy boy.
I'm just a scaredy cat.
And the worst part,
I'm just a man who can even ignore people around me.
Deep inside me,
It is so hard for me to say no.
It is so hard for me to say sarcastic words.
But you people forced me to do that.
To change myself in front of you,
in case to keep your heart in one piece.
With all these pressures,
I can't even decide how to react.
I always imagine,
what if I was in your place?
What would I feel,
when I got some rude words?
when I got sliced by that mean tongue?
I always try to feel that.
But then I understand something.
I can't generalizing people,
that they were just like me.
Then I believe that this is the path,
that God has prepared for me.
The path that will lead me,
into something wonderful.
Something beyond my imagination.
Out of my mind.
I'll just get more stressed if I keep feel the pressure.
One thing that I need to do now,
is just believing that I was born with this path.
That this is the best path for me.
The God will never disappoint us..
And then I realize,
that Rohman without '[R]esponsibility',
will just be an 'Oh man...'